More Than Life

2005-08-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

whoo i have a new skin but i dont really know whether you can see it or if it appears so.. OH WELL
i had my hair cut today at j8 by someone called jason with a really crazy perm.. apparently he was a really really good hairstylist and porbably the only one there haha so when i first say him i saw like " oh damn im not leaving my hair to that guy" but it turned out it was pretty good..but it was a really a scarey experience cause like normal hairstylist when cutting your fringe they would like lift it up and cut but that guy was like swipped it all infront of my face and the scissors was like THIS CLOSE in front of me there were times i could feel the cold blade of the scissors graze my cheek..scarey.. and he was laughing at my expression i think cause i was like" omg..at the amazingly close scissors. the cut was $15 without shampoo

i hate my new hair

anyway after that went to bamoral for tuition when lydia and i ( OMG PARIS HILTON IS ON CNBC HOT!HOT!HOT! ) were walking there zelei was like in the car and lydia was like omg is that the same top you are wearing? i was like SHIT.. it was the same top exactly the same pattern just that mine was black and hers was white.. so i screamed across the road OMG TAN ZELEI TURN AROUND and she covered her top with a jacket and ran away.and we later learned that lydia ALSO had the same top except hers was blue...see what happens when you buy nice cheap tops..zelei and i were wearing the same

top
we were wearing jeans
wearing earings
carrying sling bags
warrying ankle socks
on with silver-ish shoes with orange stripes ( actually my shoe was white just that it was reallyy dirty)
haha yep

man tuition today was HILARIOUS we were going through sexual reproductions and there was only one guy on our table..i bet he felt really uncomfortable and it was damn funny i was trying super hard not to start laughing hahaha but ohwell

sometimes i dont really get the whole MAKE POVERTY HISTORY campaign.. as in everyone is like "please put the banner thing on your blog" so some people just blindly obey but what do the people actually benefit from this
the same goes for live 8 its like a massive concert but do the people in africa even have TELEVISION to watch it... i say instead of organising concerts or whatever do something that would REALLY HELP THEM
the make poverty band thing on your blog is just something like live strong bands...maybe worse.
many just use it as a fashion accessory without really feeling for the situation..
yes the livestrong bands cost money which is donated...but how much of what we give really goes to the charity
take the NKF for example.. or like other stuff its like you give this guy 10 milo tins for victims of crashes etc. he might consume 8 of them or in a worse case all.. do the foodstuff and donations really go to them? of does it go to construct someone's
golden tap.

saturday night live is really funny
merv the perv

2005-08-11T14:26:00.001+08:00

lydia and i just accomplished the feat. of our lifetime. wow
we discovered that our history project which we didnt know was due today so our history teacher made us finish it by 630 so we went to lydia's house to complete it. we WALKED from the busstop outside to her house.. then WALKED ALL THE WAY to acs to go bamoral to arrange for my replacement.. realised it was closed cause it was a monday .. WALKED BACK to acs and went to school.. WALKED 3 stories up. passed up our assignment WALKED 3 stories back down and then WALKED to the bus stop took a bus home WALKED up the hill
generally.. we have been walking for nearly an hour.
it was really really exhausing
haha i told phil i was a flower today

got my science paper back and mr H was being a bitch ( isnt he always)

ohohoh went back to my old church about 3 sundays ago with my mom, cousin and brother. As i walked back into a church i havent been in like 2 years.. it felt really.. i dont know.. its pretty hard to explain as in suddenly its like all the memories are coming back like "oh i remember waiting here when i was young" like you know.. anyway generally it was sort of an amazing experience
i joined the young adult service cause.. i dont know either. it was pretty weird seeing people like 5 years older than you cause many people are like either in uni or working. My mom had to keep introducing us like wrongly haha so i had to tell them that " i am from barker church " i dont know why i just felt the need to let them know im like uh.. one of them?
it was really amazing to hear everyone around me speaking in tongue( if thats how you spell it) as in.. almost everyone in the room was speaking god's word.. like this languange that god has given them and they are like uh possessed in a good way.
i tried speaking in tongue but obviously i couldnt.. abit pai seh haha..

i love my new orange top from zaarraa <3<3

2005-08-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

my stomach hurts and i realised i havent blog for some time
haha today.. i will blog about FREDDY <3<3<3
(i think i got food poisoning from the stuff i made in home ec today..haha maybe its cause i have been partnering yinglin)
went out with bernice on monday after celebrations.. HAHA at KFC , as usual ate bandito, haha we saw this guy with big guns.. i think he was from ri haha he was like THE KING OF BIG hahahaha and since then we kept staring..i mean seriously with guns like those, who wont
walked around then went to watch the island which was really uh scarey.. like heart stopping and this guy kicked MY HEAD actually he sort of nudged it but he did it with his hairy legs.
then walked around again and went taka were we met freddy the piegon. haha i realised today that i can communicate with birds very well =) wonder when ill see freddy again
went orchard again on tuesday with my mom and bought an ORANGE top from zara =) haha i saw the singaporean goalkeeper, lionel lewis, at diary queen. Im quite sure it was him cause it looked like him ( duh) and he had muscular legs and when i said " goalkeeper" he turned aroundso yup

nothing much really happened besides MR h and his bitchiness about " call yourself a christian" that was like.. bitchy

2005-07-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

mygawd today was a hell of a bad day
i think its like the worse day of the year??
the first part was actually quite good watched pay it forward doing the first period but it was like doing the kissing and sex scene everyone was like " ewewew" i mean like dont tell me you never seen in before sheesh and they cover their eyes..but i bet they leave gaps between their fingers or something and then had science and i couldnt stand MR H face as usual

rap was okay..laughed more then i did my maths ohwell
then i got back my ENGLISH which i did horribly on i got like..really low..like uh 21.5/40 i seriously dont want to sign it and stuff but my overall was like not as horrible but stiill okay..got 66 which is like AVERAGE i think
training sucked
i totally couldnt play and shit i like couldnt be bothered anymore cause i was already in such a bloody bad mood because of i dont know what maybe i was PMSing.. anyway yes i was a horrible day
after training i argued with my dad cause he was being such a bloody racist.. and i started arguing cause ya..he was being racist which in my opinion, are bastards. those are the people who start wars and stuff
got home and i realised i put on 1kg how depressing
so now im watching channel U superstar and doing the sewing thing at the same time and i keep priking my finger cause i cant bloody sew to save my life and i knotted the thread without the needle in it !!!
URGH
juliet said this guy from tuition called me on my HOUSE PHONE is he like some idiot .. and asked for my handphone number and juliet accidently gave him my old number oh well too bad for him
how the hell did he get my house phone number my gawd..no point getting excited over it cause there are totally no cute guys in tuition .

i think im going to change my math tuition to tuesday cause my present teacher is uh.. ( to puit it in a nicer way) not very good
helll
went learning lab on friday saw chris outside and because i was on my hp. chris thought that i was talking to myself to lOOK COOL that was hell funny
anyway i spat in class cause this guy opp. me was wearing a cap the other way around and a tuft of hair was coming out of that hole thing.. and i was so shocked and humoured and spat
went for replacement on tuesday maths was really funny
when the teacher was explaining some algebra shit to me.. this guy was uh saying the lines of " its all about you" to himself ( he wasnt actually singing it) i nearly wanted to die of laughter but i chose to keep it in

anyway
life sucks
actually it dosent
it just does sometimes
but when you think of the other people in the world who is suffering so much more
life isnt that bad anymore

i have to finish my sewing

2005-07-21T14:16:00.001+08:00

omg i just realised i forgot to blog about the best thing which happened this week so far... =)
guess who i saw after training on monday !!!!!!!!! SHAUN !!!!! in other words the CJC guy i just gave him a name haha cause he looked like a typical shaun not a shawn but a shaun
i was on my way home in the car and i saw him walking up the hill thing.. so i was like OMG ITS HIM so went i got down i purposely put all my bags down and searched through my stuff to stall time .. then when i saw him approaching..i did the most typical thing..freak out
so i called bernice to look " cool" haha to like show him i have a social life?? ( i have a weird way of thinking" but bernice DID NOT PICK UP so when he walked by me i started smiling to myself cause he was so damn hot and he smiled at me HAHAHAWHOOOHEEWHOOHEEE
i just realised that everytime i see him..i do something retarded
the first time : i tripped over my shoelace
the second time: i was dripping wet cause i fell into the pool, with a visible black bra, and i was laughing like an idiot
the third time: im smiling to myself

wow i just realised that everyday..for at least like 10 hrs?? im only 300 m away from him
damn those walls

anyway im on a detox now but it obviously isnt working

2005-07-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

im so proud of myself im still keeping up the habit of blogging uh frequently

anyway...me and nip( bernice) made a beng cheer which is HELLA funny haha
" where are the jellybeans leh"
" leh"
"i dont know la"
"la"
"yo yo yo"
"1..2..1..2..3.."
" we are cool leh we are cool leh we are cool we are cool lahlehlahlehlahBAHX lalehlalehlaBAHX we are cool we are cool"
" you know HORHXXx i know HORHxXX we KNOW HORSX"
" NEHZ"

hahahaha most people dont really find it funny but still...
urgh..i cant stand people who think all the bombing shit is cool.. like when there is news about the london bombings and stuff they go.. " cool cant wait for it to happen here" i get really pissed i mean if its that cool would people be crying their eyes out for the people who died in these bombings.. if it is damn cool why dont they just blow themselves up or just jump of the building..you just die anyway how " cool " is that as in you think it is so cool and stuff but when it happens i swear you will just be one of those people who are moaning.. maybe if know one you knew died you will be celebrating that we are bombed.. but if your loved one of relative was involved..you better just regret it

anyway nothing much really happened these few days.. i still have to get 3 more cip hours so some people own me tickets like they are buying tickets from me
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

the nkf thing is calming down right now.. i wonder what durai is doing..probably crying or humpin a tree

2005-07-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

wheee just came back from.. ESCAPADE or rather S'CAPADE it was soooo FUNNY and FUN in other words ( FUN--NY ) getit? im like so high now from all the screaming and dancing.. reached at about 6.40 things started off pretty slow cause we were quite lost and HUNGRY then after a few performances and dinner they played really good music and we DANCED IN THE MOONLIGHT
dancing in the moonlight
everybody .....
haha that was random but it was really great haha everyone was like really high and doing so many retarded moves and then we did this snake thing and when kingkong fell i fell on her and everyone fell ontop of us cause we sort of " broke the chain" so no onne could stop in time and everyone tripped haha it was pretty cool..
then they played" that thing you do" and " yeah " and other really cool songs haha so everyone got high again and so we danced again..overall.. we danced alot haha actually i wont call it dance..rather jump doing retarded moves, being high, screaming, jumping around.. call it dancing if you want
came home at about 10.00 i seriously had to take a shower but after i went in i was too lazy so i decided that ill just do it tomorrow morning

OMG THIS AFTERNOON BERNICE CAME OVER HAHAHA
we studied downstairs for abit( but we still accomplished something) and then we kept laughing cuase she kept doing her jeremy laugh which was HILARIOUS then we take many lian and beng pictures, videos haha and took pictures of birds and the asses of guys so we could compare which oldman had the nicest ARSE.. haha
and then we went up ate alot of icecream, laughed at people in magazinges and we did our
ACTING DEBUT
we recorded our beng dance HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA it was so bloody funny. tell me if you want to see it haha

today was a great day =)

2005-07-13T19:19:00.000+08:00

SUJAH CHEATED ON ME haha that was random cause im talking to her now

anyway for the main subject of today ; NKF DISGUSTS ME

as in what the hell when they have those NKF charity shows and those people holding the cans walking around I ALWAYS DONATE cause im kind thinking i will help those people or make a difference or something
SHIT NO
dont donate to NKF anymore you're not helping anyone the only difference you make is probably the manufacture of one more merc benz for the boss or maybe a goldplated toilet bowl this time
It is utterly disgusting how they missuse the funds used for the less fortunate so that they can have luxury items . its not even a necessity i mean, why in the freaking world would you want a goldplated tap which cost hundereds of dollars those hundereds of dollars could help maybe 300 starving children in africa. So in a way those you have been donating ( me ) have been paying for the boss's car loan, tax.... this sort of people deserve to rot in hell i mean they dont even have a conscience or anything

i shall now reiterate my point
DO NOT DONATE TO NKF im telling you they have more then enough all that shit stuff about money lasting them only 3 years and the large amout of patients they have to support are all LIES SINFUL LIES

as in isnt this something like embezzlement that guy should be jailed for misleading the public who have been generously donating all these years. This incident has really made be doubt the sincerity and honesty of charity groups. I mean take the Tsunami for instance, maybe we donate something like $3 million... maybe the bosses and workers take $2 million and thus only $1 million reaches the people. or like we give 10 milo cans the guy my bring back 8 for his own family and only 2 reaches the site. This is utterly disgusting. How selfish humans can be. I know im in no place cause maybe im selfish myself but at least i dont take the class fund and buy myself a pencil or something..

2005-07-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school yesterday..cause didnt feel like it
haha today me and kingkong were siamese twins throughout chinese we shared my school jacket and tied shoelaces together GAWD we were so inmobile. When we went out to the toilet we thought mrs k was going to come in so we tried to run back and ended up tripping HAHAHA it was really funny if you were there.
History was quite amusing haha mrs Bouness talked about China communists or something and she said about how the chinese tortured the christians and forced them to deny their faith ( which they obviously didnt) it sort of made me wonder if i was faced with the same situation, would i stick to god or would i just give up and ask for forgiveness later. I mean like..if someone asked you , you would obviously say that you would persevere and stick by it.. but i think in reality things might not be so simple.. ohwell..
Feng rong was in a good mood today i think haha she told us about her younger days and her RED RIBBON

little red book

Went to watch fantastic 4 on sunday night ( the night lin dan lost to lee chong wei =( ) it was okay..that fire guy was pretty hot.. whats his name again? fireboy?haha i cant remember

did i mention i got my NEW PHONE its a LG something

2005-07-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

ok i know im posting twice in one day but i SERIOUSLY have to post this haha
i had a really really really facinating dream/ nightmare you decide

THE DREAM

the badminton team was like at aviva after training ( pretty normal) so we went to sit at the north side of the singapore stadium then cause we all reeked of sweat we decided to change in right where we were so of course, undergarments were flying everywhere and i only had a towel. Then after that i couldnt put on my black jeans properly so i wrapped myself with a towel ( i was only clad in a bra) haha . Then suddenly Bernice disappeared so Mrs wong said that she went to the toilet and asked me to look for her.

So thn i happily went but i didnt know which was the female or male toliet then i heard someone go " WOOO " i turned around and it was julie after she made that wooting sound, she disappeared. So i suddenly ended up infront of some cubicles and the cubicles were apparently a train stopping by. Then bernice appears behind me and scares me. YAY i found her but i had to change into my jeans. Before i could get there DODO arrives and pushes me away to get the cubile first but he walked out cause there was no toilet paper of something. So i went in cause i was just changing. Before i could close the door he tapped me on my shoulder and said

" Sufen, if you are going walk around in that towel i suggest that you dont cause you have alot of back hair"

I just stared at him called him a bastard and suddenly the toilet was gone and he was gone
that leaves me and bernice

so we went out the staduim and started looking for a toilet cause both of us needed to pisss really bad. Then we walked into a shophouse after walking about a flight of stairs, we realised it was a MASSAGINE HOUSE and we freaked out cause we were so scared they recruit us as prostitures so we ranranranranranranran back to the stadium and then we saw Jay Chou's dad.
so we said... hi uncle after he smiled at us.
then i saw DODO again he said something really crude which i cant remember and i retorted back

" If im that then i guess you better go for PLASTIC SURGERY !"

then bernice dragged me away and we went into her mom's car.
After that i felt really woozy so i asked her" was that all a dream, like all the parts he said about me and my hairy back "
she claimed it wasnt ( literally it was la) and said i was probably too traumatised to remember.

---------------------- The End --------------------------

2005-07-08T10:44:00.000+08:00

whoop just came back from school, left at around 10 cause i was sick
had science and chinese test which was pretty okay... the chinese test was just like anyhow pick a letter or something
while i was at the office this lady sat next to me and we just talked abit it was quite ok until she said " you are primary 6 right?"
damn i was so insulted to i look PRIMARY 6!!! im like secondary TWO sheesh

YESTERDAY

im so proud of myself went to the libary after school today with bernice to.... STUDY
for the first hour and a half we were both so hardworking asking the other intellectual questions
but after she mentioned * ahem* we both couldnt stop laughing haha and the part about what if we acted really bimbotic infront of the hong during the science prac it was REALLY FUNNY i laughed till my headache was gone

then we checked out the magazines and laughed at all the retarded looking people in it ( i know we are mean but ohwell) and there was this neoprint where two girls were like taking pictures with their shoes in the camera and their expression was like " ohmygawd!!! we have shoes" haah and someone circle some lady's boob cause her nipple was showing?? hahaha yes yes retarded

Reached home at about 5 realised i had a fever at 38.8 degrees so i started freaking out cause i had a test tomorrow but then after a couple of hours my temp was back too normal haha weird

2005-07-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

just came back from training.. training was pretty good but my legs are uh throbbing
anyway something REALLY AMAZING HAPPENED YESTERDAY ( you decide..)

as in yesterday morning was a really badass morning i woke up and knocked my leg so i was quite pissed and it was quite humid so it pissed me off as well... then i had to carry my really heavy bag and i was stressed out because of my math and history test
then my shoes couldnt slip on and i had to untie the laces to put it on.. and as i was in the car i thought to myself " man this is going to be one shitty day" so i decided to ... PRAY yes, in the car. As i got out of car ( still really pissed by the way) someone horned which shocked the living daylights out of me as a result i was really really pissed. Then there was this old women with white hair carrying a bag near the zebra crossing in school.. and i was sort of pissed at her cause.. she was standing there? ( when im pissed i get pissed really easily though no one does anything)
so i sort of like intersected her and for some unknown reason i decided to turn back.. and she gave me a reassuring smile. It was those type of smiles which you cant really define with words. Though it was just a small smile it gave me a sense of peace? or something like she was just reasurring me that everything was going to be ok like she knew i was pissed ( now refer back to the part where i said i prayed)
so i wasnt really pissed by then so i suddenly thought " maybe like god heard me and that old lady was an angel" or maybe God used her to get some message through me or maybe.. it was GOD
so i was kind of relieved but i sort of freaked as in i started thinking what if i turned around and that lady was gone.. so i walked faster and faster.. and i never turned around i think
when i got home i told juliet she said maybe god sent down a guardian angel or something? or like a sign haha cause her smile brought be like i dont know.. immense peace

yep GOD IS GREAT

the rest of the day turned out pretty okay haha the test werent that bad and i got 2nd in class for lit =) and lydia beat me by HALF a mark AGAIN like crap..( yes she got highest)

TODAY

yup today is wednesday
amazing
got up quite pissed again cause it was really humid 33 degrees according to beatrice yeah but overall it was okay =) we had 4 free periods again for music ( teacher didnt come) , chinese ( went to com lab so surfed the net ) , RAP , and PC ( hong didnt feel like teaching)
anyway im thinking of cutting my hair cause im bored of it..so im sort of like in a dilemma about how it should be styled and everything

if you have an idea

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2005-07-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

ew my mom just killed a cockroach and now she is complaining on how she didnt get to hear the squishing sound how GROSS IS THAT

anyway TAUFIK HIDAYAT WON MEN SINGLDS DAMN DAMN DAMN he shouldnt have won..he is not even good looking.. haha yes i know im superficial but its like.he kicken lin dan out man...all the taufiks in the world are going against me
first.. taufik batisah won sly =(
second .. taufik hidayat won lindan and chen hong =(
soon it would be a really long list.. both of them really look alike anyway
oh well that brings an end to another Aviva.. looking forward to next year i think

today was labour day . instead of going out and enjoying myself like any other normal person i actually stayed home and studied cause i have a math and history test tomorrow. Talked to bernice for i dont know 20 mins?? though it was short " it was a very inspiring conversation" quoted from someone ( nip/bernice would know what im talking about ) haha
the conversation was pretty gross and anyone who heard us would think we are retarded .. first we discussed about * ahem* nipples.. then the ass crack guy " what the HELLL '" and how sesame street is pornographic firstly, the animals or creatures are running around naked covered only in pubic hair hahahaha secondly, elmo's nose and eyes look like a freaking penis

2005-07-03T09:03:00.000+08:00

LIN DAN LOST !!!!!
=(
to that damn taufik my gawd..i seriously cant stand taufiks face its so disfigured..not the batisah one..the uh...indo one who is really COCKY OBNOXIOUS AND EVERYTHING
sigh...
saturday ( which was yesterday was really a bad day)
1) had tuition , actually that was okay la..but just to make the list seem longer, for 4 hours and the had a new teacher
2) had lunch at waffle town which was quite okay but ohwell..waffle town was so greasy it made be lost 6 bucks and i smelt like waffle town the whole day
3) my dad came late so we were late for aviva
4) i got really pissed
5) * this is going to be really long * ahem... heemhian and julie went to the washroom so they ask us to help them like reserve their seats so 5 mins later..some bitch of a women sat there. so when lei told them to move ..she refused so i turned around to tell her
me: uh our friends are taking this place
( any NORMAL and CIVILISED person who actually apologise and walk away right) but nooo..
bitch:.she was like ( in broken english ) whhywhhy cant they seat there huh its the same
me: so why dont you sit there if its the same
bitch: but,,but ( in broken english again) they never leave anything behind
me: cause they OBVIOUSLY asked us to take care cause they went to the toilet ( at that point i was thinking..who the hell would leave their handbags my gawd what a dumb ass so then..i muttered bitch)

then she just turned away and avoided our glares so we started talking really loudly about them and bitching about them my gawd..singaporeans

6) because i was really pissed i could concentrate for the highly anticipated men singles which i waited for 4 hours and
7) LIN DAN LOST

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8) my parents didnt allow me to go junction 8 cause it was apparently too late but it was only like what...9?

2005-06-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

AVIVA woohoo..
no school today so went to the singapore indoor stadium to watch AVIVA haha and guess who i saw LIN DAN !!!! he was so near us like 1 and a half seats infront of us..i could have just stood up and pat his head if i wanted too but obviously.. i didnt..haha i caught some pictures of him on my phone =) guess who else we saw NGWEI man...some people say he looks like edison chen but i dont think so edison chen is so much hotter

went kfc for lunch then walked back with bernice haha it was so FUNNY
ch-se-bur-ee-ger
i can say it ok..do not underestimate my power haha

in my opinion ( so i wont be sued for slander) the england mixed doubles guy is really bitchy hes name is robert- something.. not worth my momory space let me now state

in what ways does he piss everyone off
1) he is a poser and he isnt cool ( like poped up collar)
2) i dont like his face
3) he wears a headband which is overflowing with locks ( i know it sounds nice but its not)
4) APPARENTLY he is cocked eye and he isnt even courteous enough to pass the shuttle in a CIVILISED manner to the service judge.. instead he like hits it to her and it will hit her.. if i was like the service judge ill slap him or something
5) i dont like his face
6) i dont like his facee

good things about him
1) he is really good to laugh at
2) thats it i suppose

went back at around 6 and i was like drained i was so tired i think from all the laughing , critisizing, gossiping, gaping at hot guys.. etc.

aviva wasnt as fun as last year's i guess cause last year was the first time and now we are all mellowing with the age damn..im growing old

2005-06-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

im going AVIVA TOMORROW woohoo im so freaking excited..but i think i might not go cause im so happy over it like the edison chen saga
nothing much happened today just did the same old stuff then lydia sujah and grace came over to do a project and you know what something really bad happened
i **t on ### like SHIT

i finally understood the meaning of the phrase " ignorance is bliss"
as in many things happened and if i havent found out by accident or whatever..i think i would be a much happier person or something
it really sucks knowing something which you dont know about..cause you dont know it for a reason and when you find out its just like SMACK into your face.. and the worse is that those involved dont even know you know and they just carry on and no matter how much you just want to tell them YOU CANT

oh well
thats life

2005-06-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

im doing some english project which is like due tomorrow and im like freaking out
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

today was the first day of school generally it was ok.. it was like bad but i wasnt exactly whooping with joy or anything so it was better than i thought? better be optimistic training was pretty funny but i played really badly.. partly because im deproving and partly because MY ARSE HURTS LIKE HELL

and it still hurts

sunday
sunday generally sucked for me as in it was sucky..ok..sucky..good like a rollarcoaster ride you know
walked to church and JESS came late so i had to wait like an idiot standing under a tree Y Y ISNT TEACHING US ANYMORE haha okay we are so evil but..like you know..
training was really bad the first part was okay..then played singles and i played like shit..like i lost to my juniors do you know how demoralising is that and mr wong yelled at me . So for the next half and hour i was really pissed and i just feel like i dont know..haha mixed feelings
and then..mr wong gave us the wrong info and said the CHINA team were coming to where we trained to train so we are all so excited cause its like LIN DAN BAO CHUN LAI NGWEI!!!!!
so we waited for them
and waited
and waited
and waited
we saw the denmark, malaysia ( I SAW RAYMOND HAHA) , india players and we saw * wink wink* ( bernice should know she was hyperventilating)
so after that..
we waited
and waited
and waited
still no china so we left..and the next day the newspaper had pictures of like the china people at the hall HOW COULD WE HAVE MISSED THEM oh and one of the denmark people really looked like van nistelrooy

* malaysian blonde played are really hot

2005-06-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

im rather proud of myself haha i have been updating religiously which is ..good
no tuition today cause teacher so slept in till lunch haha then went swimming and my face is burnt !!!
my eyes are ok now haha not as swollen like at least its not one big one small
lei's birthday is tomorrow..dont think i can get her anything today cause...my cousin isnt coming so i cant go to united square or novena =( damn.
shit my burn is so irritating it hurts like hell when i sweat which is like now..

I FINALLY FINISHED READING THE ENGLISH BOOK
i feel quite accomplished cause its one of those chim books you know you will NEVER read unless there is a need to but now im suppose to draw what i feel about it ( inspiration come to me)

SHIT i just realised because my cousin isnt coming..not only i cant go out !!!
i cant do something else which requires me to go down with someone so i wont like a total loser
DAMN.

1more day till school begins.. dont really know whether to be jumping around in ecstacy or dread it or just be neutral

2005-06-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

I DID IT
haha i did it i talked to him i was like hyperventilating in front of my com. but the conversation was sort of like a movie the first part was really slow like boring then halfw.ay through.. it was all exciting and funny and towards the end..boring again..
haha ohwell it was sort of worth it?
haha if jon woo is here.. THANKS.. for i dont know making me press the enter button though i sort of regretted it =)

im so grossed out right now i just realised something really really really DISGUSTING about my ******* as in only juliet and i know its really sick and funny but more on the gross side as in ...EW

went orchard today with badminton people zelei wendy jolene jillian and joan met at plaza sing to watch initial D frankly...if not for the hot guys ( edison chen, shawn yue) i wont even bother to watch it cause its really boring
so unless you are a fan of the actors.. dont watch it
the only parts which were good were those with edison chen inside ( obviously ) ;)

after the movie went to the arcade haha it was really uh amusing..haha played the drums and the guitar which we looked so retarded playing cause none of us did it before..plain embaressing haha then met wendy for lunch ate at moss burger then did the usual stuff.. neoprints..went to fareast to get icecream then went back

my grandmother is really cute as in hahaha cute she;'s staying over for the next 3 days cause my parents are away..i swear im going to put on alot of weight..shes stuffing me with food haha oh well i still love her

she told me to be careful as this may cause me my friendship
but im quite sure its not going to happen
oh well

i sort of gave up on him as in firstly hes old secondly its impossible thirdly its impossible
as in i mean thousands of girls out there are probably like me
freaking out and hyperventilating when they talk to him so yeah..
and like at least 3/4 of them would look better( i mean like college girls) or be more interesting or bold then i am so..

2005-06-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

ok i did a survey on 2 guys? both said that they would be happy if a girl talks to them first so thats good. if i ever get the courage to talk to him he wont think im desperate ( if he is a real guy that is)
went swimming at noon like swimming cum tanning i swallowed a whole lot of water but i managed to sort of swim from one end of the pool to the other end in one breath ;) not the baby pool like the normal one

going to watch initial D tomorrow haha cant wait EDISON CHEN IS SO FREAKING HOT HE IS LIKE ON FIRE . going to the libary tonight , have to get a normal intellectual and sophisticated book for my english homework i wanted to do the Dan Brown book but i figured that it was too thick..and the colours of the book arent very attractive

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day
You had a bad day

damn i love that song its by some Daniel Powter person its really nice =) haha

2005-06-22T15:12:00.000+08:00

doing some geog presentation slide thing now and beverly and lydia are plotting some lame thing..haha they are pretending to go out or something and start throwing balls at me
trust me i have been through that
now i can just hear their sneaky footsteps and whispers
sigh..unasuming people

WELL YESTERDAY i was really excited about ( beverly just dumped an NTUC plastic bag on my head) going to lido to watch EDISON CHEN do some things with bernice then later watch batman or something. BUT half and hour before i got to see EDISON CHEN my dad had to so coincidentally go by shaw plaza and disallow me from going cause the queue was long and so many lians blahblahblah.. LIKE OH MY GAWD i was like this close to looking at one of the hottest guys in uh...hongkong?

anyway school is starting in 5 days? and aviva is starting in 5 days woohoo...NGWEI
this june holidays really went by fast as in i was sick for the first week so i just stayed at home and the rest of the month is like this
badminton
eat
computer
occasional trips to orchard
tv
holiday homework

like HOW EXCITING

anyway im really confused cause i REALLY REALLY
REALLY want to talk to him but he might think im like
desperate or something? i mean it has been what
4 mths since i talked to him

2005-06-21T13:15:00.000+08:00

the skin is seriously pissing me off this is like my FIRST post and im already sick of this actually its the second post anyway..im not really good at this computer shit so haha i shall just leave everything the way it is cause im a computer noob? haha i dont get all the html codes its all just so...confusing like all the numbers and stuff

im confused

anyway i have made it a point to practice my english skills in this blog
i shall leave paragraphs have a topic sentence and a conclusion haha
im will attempt to make all the words colourful like bolded so everyone will be happy after reading it like happy colours
hell..i dont know what im talking about..

that bastard called me a bitch